Wilkum tu mai belock… injui!!!

kata na kan bloggin until reach 220km/hr. well, what do u kno…

see… my finger did reach 220km/hr. HAHAHA nuts! idiot apa…

last friday, we went to miri (again). hehe. despite of the epidemic, we did went to miri. we’re not infected eh. na bnyak urang bunai. our goods arrived few weeks already and the tauke keep on calling us. so we decide to go to miri last friday tu. and guess what, my dad buat spec. so im certain we’ll going to miri again. hehe :D. my parents tu, going to miri like going to gadong :p

huhu… going to miri, i drive. nah~! i drive 120 km/hr constant. i did reach 140 at time. the journey takes 1 hr 30 min. from our house to sungai liang only take 40++ min. the traffic was quite ok, we didnt spend much time at imigration/emigration post tuh. we’re not infected btw. lagipun, my bro ada. so he’s likely jadi supervisor lah.

"jangan tah laju…"

"slow sedikit…" hehe that what he said. and my parents said:

"laju ih… ramai karang urang!"

"nda jua ada kerita tu… potong tia!" hehe. as far as i could remember, that was what they said. arh muara-tutong highway, my bro, parents… they all fall aslep. cis! thankgod ada radio, ada jua company. btw, drive slow can got me sleepy sometime. and don’t worry, we are not infected!

so… 120 km/hr + 140 km/hr (before) = 260 km/hr. wuhu! i reach beyond 220 km/hr. HAHA~

wel, lately, i spend most of my time di rumah. i did feel the "enthusiasm of b o r e d". haha. i’v reduce any of my outdoor activities. so i wont be use the words "sibuk ku" often lagi i guess i have plenty of time. anyhow, holliday ni… im touch by de wild-side of me. mwa-ha-ha-ha.

when ppl ask me to:  -     i answer:

jalan - kerita ku nada minyak, semua kerita b’pakai, i dont want to get the car dirty :p

lunch - aaa…. aku baru breakfast :p

hi-tea - aaaa…. sibukku kan ngaga adi ku, aaaa…. kan main bula ku, aaaa…. kanyang ku masih :p

dinner - hmmm… aku makan di rumah udah, hmmm… aku ada function, hmmm… kan tidur ku, hmmm… sapa belanja? :p

movie - haah… sudah ku liat, haah… dvd/vcd ada ampai2 di rumah, haah… nda ku mo, nda siuk cetanya :p

main pool - bah lakas tah! bila n di mana… :p

main CS - bah aku d RF udah ni…, bah RF in 20 min… :p

in other words, what im trying to say is… im b r o k e :p. yatahkan, before im b r o k e, i wont refuse to go. peduli ya, aku makan udah kah, kan ngaga kilah kah, kanyang masih kah, kerita habis minyak kah… i dont give a damn. hehe. nah! masa ani :p lalalalala~

but still, saturday night, i no at home. i is the a-go-go. saturday
night tu, gadong sucks ih! hehe… esp at 9-10. everybody wants to go gadong.
apa ada di gadong? mole?

its not i dont have any money, ada ih… 20-30 bugs. yatahkan, once i got my self out of the house… everything needs to pay. bla… bla… bla… minyak… yada… yada… yada… makan minum… bla… bla… bla… and whateverso. wel, lau di rumah same case plg, bills bills bills… all those food n stuff, but im still "young". i dont have to pay for all that. haha.its just i have to use the money in the right way, considerate… mcm apa ah?… mcm lau di rumah ada makanan, nda kan makan di restaurant right? ( lau time poket ku tabal boleh lah ) hehe i got money issue here :p

it comes to my mind… there could be one day, where life is paid-full. baik tah time tidur, time mandi, time barus gigi, time liat tv, time makan… everything is pay pay pay, i hope by that time i got deep pocket

i did plan kan take the job yang kana offer tu. tpi somebody said, jgn tah n concentrate on the bla-bla-bla thingy. i guess its true plg… it is true and i feel b o r e d. im a bit insulted to this particular person. ada patut… sigh. *taking a deep breath*. tpi ok lah, andang ya type cematu. i’v met the worst, the worstiest of the worst. u think u know, but u got no idea.

ey peapol… those who knows azim hassan, behalf of his side… sorry for no invitin u peapol to his birthday party. i thought he called everybody, but sadly no. bukannya INDA MAhU INVITE, tpi how c azim kan invite u peapol? i mean how he gonna contact u peapol? lgpun guilty ku eh, mcm… c ya aniii, gtau tau inda? inda di bagitau, inda ya tau… ku bagitau krang, tau ya sudah nya. awuwah… bis durang: louis saha, cristiano ronaldo, roodney, alex ferguson, etc. HAHA. its his party bah, what to do.

btw, azim hasan ada number dah. i mean phone number, stelah sekian lama… ahirnya, maju setapak jua ya ani :p text him what is his number. haha :p :p :p :p

yesterday… i played CS sma the CS veteran and CS legend. hehe. it was breathtaking. i played sama my brother friends. nearly semua b’kraja udah. they worth $1500 above. me? hehe… these ppl realy2 fun and funny. ada 1 of them always bullied by others. haha. i dont feel kesian cause he deserve it then, their jokes more into the dirty2 one. hehe. but then, they all are mature ppl. tuha2 udah kan main CS ih. and time main CS tu, we laugh a lot. we played di netcom. loudness is command. we used to play arh CE plg, but CE is part of the past already. ohh~

hehe, my mum talk about girls with me. haha, 1st time ih! its kinda awkwark. mcm… napa ya mum nih? ok ka? ntah apa yg patut ku di reply. krang ku ckp cani, catu… lain krng kejadiannya. she trying to get herself update to one of my friends-girl. hehe. kurang asam!… she knows it, she is getting old already xp time run faster eh.

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enough say, in life… there is unexpected things happend.

like now…

im hungry… and it is my love patjji time.

i’l migrate soon… soon… to the player of love.

did  u  know  u  just  waste  5  min  of  ur  life  time ?

i like this post from brudirect HYS… enjoy~… im so sick of love song…why cant i turn off the radio?

Pemuda : Anda siapa Dan apakah bisa menjawab pertanyaan-pertanyaan saya?

Kiyai : Saya hamba Allah dan dengan izin-Nya saya akan menjawab pertanyaan anda.

Pemuda : Anda yakin? Sedangkan Profesor dan ramai orang yang pintar tidak mampu menjawab pertanyaan saya.

Kiyai : Saya akan mencuba sejauh kemampuan saya.

Pemuda : Saya ada 3 pertanyaan:-

1.Kalau memang Tuhan itu ada,tunjukkan wujud tuhan kepada saya

2.Apakah yang dinamakan takdir

3.Kalau syaitan diciptakan dari api kenapa dimasukan ke neraka yang dibuat dari api, tentu tidak menyakitkan
buat syaitan.Sebab mereka memiliki unsur yang sama.

Apakah Tuhan tidak pernah berfikir sejauh itu?

Tiba-tiba Kiyai tersebut menampar pipi pemuda tadi dengan keras.

Pemuda (sambil menahan sakit) : Kenapa anda marah kepada saya?

Kiyai : Saya tidak marah…Tamparan itu adalah jawaban saya atas 3 pertanyaan yang anda ajukan kepada saya.

Pemuda : Saya sungguh-sungguh tidak mengerti.

Kiyai : Bagaimana rasanya tamparan saya?

Pemuda : Tentu saja saya merasakan sakit.

Kiyai : Jadi anda percaya bahawa sakit itu ada?

Pemuda : Ya!

Kiyai : Tunjukan pada saya wujud sakit itu!

Pemuda : Saya tidak boleh.

Kiyai : Itulah jawaban pertanyaan pertama…kita semua merasakan kewujudan Tuhan tanpa mampu melihat wujudnya.

Kiyai : Apakah tadi malam anda bermimpi akan ditampar oleh saya?

Pemuda : Tidak.

Kiyai : Apakah pernah terfikir oleh anda akan menerima tamparan dari saya hari ini?

Pemuda : Tidak.

Kiyai : Itulah yang dinamakan takdir.

Kiyai : Terbuat dari apa tangan yang saya gunakan untuk menampar anda?

Pemuda : Kulit.

Kiyai : Terbuat dari apa pipi anda?

Pemuda : Kulit

Kiyai : Bagaimana rasanya tamparan saya?

Pemuda : Sakit.

Kiyai : Walaupun syaitan dijadikan dari api dan neraka juga terbuat dari api, jika Tuhan menghendaki maka neraka akan menjadi tempat yang menyakitkan untuk syaitan.

akum n hallo ppl…

Don’t u miss mi? i  miss u u kno… :p

Its never to late to take another breathe n say another prey…

Whow! Its march already. Too soon, yet too meaningful. Day in, day out…  life has been hectic, my schedule is packed! Tidur mkn tidur mkn tidur mkn… ngalih ih!

Haha nadadeh, Eyaloh… I’v been doing ‘ a  l o t ’ of stuff as de week pass away by, meeting n meeting ppl. I went to any restaurant or café… then had a chat, talk, discussion, then went home aroun 11. de same thing goes for de nex day. Tp now jrang g lah, once in 2 3 weeks… bcus one of my mentor tu, going back to Singapure. So jrang lah ku blik mlm (haha ya tia krng! :p)

oh I miss singapure~ im really hope this march going to Singapure… AMIN!!! :p Den in jun fly to KL, n in december fly to

Bangkok

agen… haha *amtam* I would like to visit

venice

… J original

venice

ofcourse.

Investment this, invesment that… buy this, buy that… sell this, sell that… re-buy this, re-buy that… apakaaaaan?! First time I heard, tryin to understand de procedure n stuff… sakit plg pala… mcm, si itik

kan

mmahammi cerita si ayam *???*… to get understood with de main part was hard, tp lau fhm dah… evreythings gonna b jus fine.

Mentor

always said “so cana… ko mau tau nda? If mau, this this this… if nda, that that that” ytahkan, mcm tah ku tau bnr abt this whole things… obviously im a noob, n I don’t like choices…

They even teach me about scam stuff. I love the scam part. Never thought something so impossible but yet exist… its so kwazey!

This blog is about some activity what I’v been doing, what im trying to do, what I had done. A package where u can only get from me.

Currently worked out logo, for my… shhhh.

Ish… I just reject a job offered to me… again. Wahta me? im looking for job at this certain places. Its very suite me.

When Im not going out, I’l spend most of de time at home. I got new hobby… cuci kerita. Hehe de funny things is baru jua b’cuci yesterday… cuci lagi? Ish ish ish… au, skli nya rajin… b’kilat kerita, skli nya malas… b’habuk wah. Then, cuci krita in de afternoon… later that nite, ujan labat. Menyusahkan diri oh. 

Or if de cars already shinning to de max already, I wont wash it. I’l try fix it. Repair any part need to be repair. Minor2 parts I can repair, but lau de major2 parts tuuu… hehe, I’l leave to dad to fix it.

Lately, main CS sja… back to those day aye? *geling2* main CS… main CS… main CS… kaya eh?

Currently im waiting for attachment also, im waiting for a reply.

Swimming… huhu~ I lap swimming. Tp currently im half-sick… nda siuk lau swimming nih.

Oh ho ho… im going to de gym last time. Once is enough! I got my body hurt… alelelelelee~ :p

I’d been hiking to bkt shah bandar also.

Ada

patut naik bukit blari… watha!? Nyway, its very fun.

Some-when I was hang-out with these friends, not u bui, yg topiknya always gotta be… love love love… im so bored, apakanih! Nda.. nda ku jeles bah! Its not me who desperately need love, its YOU!… aparaa… me? he he ytahkan… mine is one of de top story of “hikayat seribu-satu malam”… NOT! J

Most of de time, I like my self being single. Being single… no body will ask me about what I do, where I go, with whom I go, how many girls I met, do de girls I met is prettier or uglier than she, watsoever… I don’t need to think about someone all de time, I wont have to play guilty, I wont have to be someone who needs to be, I can do whatever things I want, I can flirt around (haha… mbah! :p), and I wont have to spend money for 2… im freeeee~ nyehehe,… but sometimes I don’t feel it goes that way. I believes love has a super-natural magic (ya right!).

How come ah? How can a person break someone’s heart without saying a word? That person do nothing. Im wondered. Or is doing nothing can break someone’s heart…? Hmmm… ntah ih. I guess I don’t have a reason to make u top of my list.

*cough*sniff*sniff*sniff*sneeze*sniff*sniff*sniff*sneeze*sneeze*sneeze*sneeze*

Gawd.. im sick! So sick! Sick! Sick! Six! Its been couple of days oredi… don’t  like eh~ mcm, I have to control evreythings… what I eat, what I do, where I go, what time I get home, what time I go to bed, n what im really concern is… who im with, hehe qilah is de first victim to be infected… some others yg d rmh ni ada jua tanda2 nya. They start to siruk2… oh ya, im afraid afif might get one too ( udah ku gtau ia khai, jgn mpir2 aku… krng mnjankit arhnya, tpi msih jua ia aga aku, sigh~ J ) (aii si khai ah, ya ada keyboard bru lah… sish… nice g tu, daeemmeet~ mcm2 bunyi bleh kluar, nanti ku bli yamaha bona fide… haha in-mi-dream) but nyway im getting better.

I see u standing to never…

Since I got my driving license, jrang ku duduk siring driver g… hmm… life is about to change? Balik pkl 12 am tu mna ahir

kan

?? Sdng lah ah… balik pkl 10 tu mcm awal masih, ytah my mum always ask me on de next morning if I got home late… “Pukul brapa ko balik? Kemana saja ko

kan

?” (same question everytime)

Hehe I thought with an innocent look n logic answer, I can get my self out from getting a bite of her angriliciousness. I answer like this “aaa…. bukannya ku ada anak-bini

kan

d jaga… lagipun bukannya bisuk ku skulah… huhu~ J” hehe… but I was wrong, it never work all de time. Sigh.

I always forget to bring house-key lau balik ahir… mwahaha nyusahkan orang jua oh. What to do. We living in de modern world, magic words wont do. And, its kinda scary when I got home late, I can hear mcm2 dri hutan tu. Udah tu, I have to sneak until I get to my bed. De engine noise, de door, my footstep, de sink… shhhhhhh! :p

N since I got my driving license ni, things i don’t-like is getting many… btw, don’t-like n hate is not de same.

- I don’t like traffic.

- I don’t like lousy driver… im annoyed! If cant drive… DON’T  drive, don’t drive on de right side if SLOW… those yg perasan laju, don’t overtake

ur

side, n pretty drivers… I got mezmerize twice n I lost concentrate on de road… fhew. (no offence aye!:) )

- I don’t like driving around 12… its hot + traffic.

- I don’t like drive aroun 4-5 pm… traffic is evrywhere.

- I don’t like driving under de sun… im getting dark.

- I don’t like buying fuel $5 for a day.

- I don’t like going to gadong Saturday nite… I just don’t like traffic in gadong.

- I don’t like when de car turnin to obnoxious brat… giv’n out probs.

- I don’t like driving without purpose *coughin*… going nowhere.

- I don’t like driving alone on de road in de middle of de nite… esp. high way.

- I don’t like driving in heavy rain when using de blue car.

- I don’t like driving alone listening to slow song n thinkin about who.

- I don’t like mid-night roadblock.

- I don’t like driving like newbies.

- I don’t really like spicy food! *huh?*

When a leaf fall from a tree, is there any chance that de leaf will be attach to de tree again?

Speaking of which, my first week of driving is really tiring. Alum btah balik, jalan gi. There’s even no time to charge my hp. Balik rumah untuk tidur saja, lau bangun gerenti jalan. Its kinda hard to see myself in de house that time. Jarang ada d rumah lah. Second week of driving, its ok. Everything is under control. Kadang2 ada jua ku guring limpang dapan tv. Then, following weeks, evrerythings fine. During my first week I got my license, I drove 60 km/hr. hehe I know. Slow ani wah. My bro warned me not to go fast. Then, second week, I drove 70 km/hr. Third week, I reach 80 km/hr. After that, currently, my speed ikut mood/perasaan/keadaan/cuaca. I don’t drive fast for nothing, I won’t drive slow for something. Btw, my driving skill is getting better n better… (eseh! I know u gona say me that… right? :p tq tq tq… anyone need to go somewhere? Im available, I can drive you… i gurantee for your satisfaction, come come! Just pay de car fuel, n I’l drive u around

brunei

, n limbang also can… if u want me, please book now… haha ;p, im serious)

Don’t u miss mi? I miss u a lot u kno… :p :p :p :p :p

I read someone blog. She state that she feel refresh with her new skin. Ytahkan… Im thinking, isn’t it a natural process, which is occur unconciously. Everyweek our skin is renewed. Tpi cana plg ya dpt rasa n rasa segar gitu?… haha *dasar~* rupanya blog-“skin”nya tu yg baru… hehe patut laa… *lagging* I wasn’t think straight J 

De mind is playing again, i got my self puzzled…

I cut my hair twice last time. First time was when im having driving test. Short plg tpi nda short. Qilah! Wat did

ur

fren said? Hehe mcm siapa nya? Apa? Nda kdangaran? J *kambangs*. My cousins ckp my hair mcm harry potter… haha? Harry potter? Yah! Watevah! I don’t do magic n spell. A week later, I cut again. Short plg… short lah! Hehe tpi someone said its still long. Yah! Watevah! cus ada meet with big ppl. So I need to be “smart”. Ceh! Smart doesn’t suite me… hmm wat suite me? Ntah ah… y don’t u tell me duhleng?

There’s part of me has been missing, there’s part of me has gone, there’s part of me I have rid of, there’s part of me I have exclude from this life… when thing is not matter, why should I bother… there’s still a lot of things need my attention… there’s still a lot of stuff need my care…

Last friday, we went to miri… n guess wat, I drive!!! Haha I drive di miri n from miri to home. From home to miri dad is driver. Heeh! SUV is not my type, SUV is those model like prado, land cruiser, discovery, jeep, navigator, escalade, terracan,

tucson

, pajero, majero :p, bla.. bla… n our is rexton. Nda siuk drive SUV ni, sah! nda ku minat… hehe, cus SUV tinggi n big… im really anxious about de front n rear bumper. If scretch somewhere, it shows that im not a good driver hehe… cus im a good driver, i always be :p n I prefer car 1-inch down to de ground, sorry zam, cant join

ur

club haha… I know SUV is a trend nowadays, but things never work between us ;p haha out ih!

At miri was ok. Its just unbrained driver everywhere (no offence). Tarus2 masuk, Tarus2 kluar… as if they own de road. Hish! De road system is nice, much better than here. Tpi lau di sini, driver nice, road system no nice… y is that huh? I think, its de driving skill of ppl in developed countries… iz it?

I like the part tym balik dari miri. I drove, kilah next to me (tidur smpai balik rumah), n parents at de back… hehe, at de telisai/lumut/sungai tujuh express… arh high-way nya tu… my speed reach 140km/hr yo! Mwahaha… CONSISTENT 140km/hr all along de high way… iski ku ih! If only it was my dream car… I’l got my self beyond de limits J de speedometer record 140km/hr… I try to reach 150, but 140 ok wat?! 140 is enough to let people to scream in silence. Then, arh muara-tutong highway… I slowed my speed to 120km/hr. I did reach 140++km/hr but there’s a lot of cars at that night, and ada jua orang gagas dri kmi tu, so I give way n considerate. And its such a nuisance. I just left de car behind…, then de car left me. Then I left de car again. Aku laju, laju tah jua… aku plahan, plahan tah jua. Hehe… Sheesh!!

I come for a reason, I stay for nothing, n I leave for something…

Oh gawd! I did something I would never let my self to do again. Last month, I spent $80 to play pool in a week. Hish! its such a disgrace. But im glad, I win a match to whom they called a legend. Mwa-ha-ha… 9-5. life sometime could be so miserable, n sometime life is totally sweet… u gotta shake it all. *eh?*

De other days, a friend n I were having coffee at de royalle, we met this franchee. De old one. Ish ish ish… his english tu, really2 non-understandable. Even when he repeat his words… watha!? I have to think deeply what is he trying to say. I look like play off around him, but its really… really… sigh. Ofcourse his franch ok lah, easy for de translator to translate it for us. Cis!

Is everybody trying to declare they r broke? I almost did. Cus I spent money like nothing. Im just so lucky though. Huhu moneh moneh moneh… come to papa.

Hope n dream… both must never be separated.

Is money hard to find than happiness? Do money promise happiness? Is $ = J? To live happilly or to be a millionare?… hmmm, to be or not to be. Someday we’ll know.

“Zzat! Zzat! Kuyuk tu! Kuyuk! Kuyuk!…. Timbak! Timbak ya!!!” hahha that night we dog hunting, me izzat n shuvick, si khai tidur time atu… so we r lack of a soilder :p sampai k lambak ani wah, haha antamz, tpikan… ntah kana, ntah nda.

Sound-challenge, I missed de exciting event on stadium tertutup last Sunday, 26^th feb… I heard it was happenning, oh man! If only I can cut my self into 2… n a war againts nology begins??? Oh yah… nology? Watever! We don’t do ugly joke… They jokes r beyond de lame. Poklan! Opps me…

I always into something oh? Eyaloh… trying not to put my mind at ease. Cus when im free, something always bother me. Something that is not mine. Always being preoccupied.

Actually I don’t have time kan buat blog ni, tpi there is certain things that I’v miss… life is changing, just like my rarity of being online. Life do change. Sedangkan arus sungai lagi berubah (haha… azmi, stop it!). I take some of my time to entry a blog… I just write some, I don’t wna write all those stuff I’v been through, those life I’d live… ane pun panjang udah bah… cukup untuk membuat pembaca2 sekalian merasa boring :]

Reminiscene those time, cherish those precious moment, treasure those feeling…

Ok ppl, before I reach 220 km/hr… I wont be blogging. Soory if this blog offensive in a way, its muchly randomed. N enough calling me wierdo. Tq. Don’t worry i’l be fine.

Miageto, yozora no hoshi tachi no hikari

Inishe no omoi, negai ga jidai koe

Iroaseru kotu naku todoku

Bokura no omoi mo itsuka dareka mo mune ni – fyi, its japanese

Until then, “may god always be with u” *inside joke* :p do I owe u something?

Sigh. Soreja…