Sanay Wala Nang Wakas
Friday, June 2nd, 2006sanay wala nang wakas mean oh sani! pinang tah aku lakas2…
akum evryone…
this is the nearest time i could give..xoxo 
dont blame me, blame the time. who ask "him" to run. alum terbuka hatiku kan m’blog, tpi im squeezin my free-precious time. u dont know what i’v been through.
-=<<IONCEWOREDIAPER>>=-
now, its almost everyday i sleep late. beside jewarat(<:),
problem with sleep-late is subuh prey. hehe. ada jua 2-3 kali T’MiSSed. hmph.
sometime when its near to subuh call, i dont sleep. krang inda terbangun loh… so, i need to do something to keep my self awake. "things that i never do when i sleep".
haha dhu! menderita? sadang~… i can bear it. its not like i have to do something in the morning. somehow, ada jua urng inda brperi-kmanusiaan atu :p
hehe, maka, terserlahlah akan jati diri ini yang berisikan dengan keberunaian, kemelayuan. janji pkl 9am, pkl 9am tu bru tah kan bangun-mandi. yatahkan…
-=<<FROM-PMTOAM>>=-
ada one time, i was hang-out with dorang; chi what, dose, shasha, encik ahmad, cha bo, saifool n me (haha suka ati bg urng nama). it was 3am. daus say 3am is still early for them to close. hehe. but that night he said he need to get up early. tia krang! (he wasnt slept at all)
while waiting daus panyap brangnya, we, yg waiting2 daus ani mbully si rahmat. haha. seriously, we ppl, see DoTa in everything. hahaha im lovin’ it!. anyways, after daus siap tutup kdai, we all went to have mid-night meal, oh it was morning lah. we went to "q-lap’s mama knocking-rice".
ofcourse 3am is time for ppl to sleep, but we, hish! my mind like so tired. im sleepy already before i came there. i came there at 2am. whatever things they/we said that night i forget already. hehe. anyway, we just joking2 n talking nonsense all the way until 4.30am. gila oh? udah tu, time kan balik, daus kan bwa road trip lagi. huhu, i really2 wna join. tpi i dun want the incident before to repeat.
so they dropped me at my ride, i get my way back home. safe n sound arrived rumah at 5am. im sure if my parent knew, i’ll be grounded (:P(im not married! haha)). tp they dun know. they know im late, but they dun know what time i gt home. ouhh. its a big world out there, i know how to take care of myself. i can survive through the flight 8-15 *eh?*
-=<<PROUDLYPRESENTS>>=-
that blog still under construction plg, as i said/ write, im sick of waiting.
sometime i thought, whats the point having a blog if it is not updated? hehe… canggih blog ku atu ah. i modify it! yatahkan… i’ll try to update more about this being.
anyhow, E V E R Y B O D Y I S W E L C O M i n g!!! come come and have a taste. no charge is required.
-=<<UNPREDICTEDADDICTION>>=-
o yea~ im so addicted to u babeh!
DOTA DOTA DOTA… dota is all over my head. 1 day not playing dota gerigitan rasanya. aarrrgh!. apatah lagi 2-3 hari? kan kan~
DoTa is an extension packed of warcraft-3. its a LAN game. dota is a map of warcraft, where u only choose, select and control hero. there are about +-48 heroes, depends on what dota version u play. each hero has 4 unique ability. all u have to do is control the hero, try to approach enemy based and destroy them, stay alive too. and ofcouse, use the brain. the more u kill, the more money u get. then u can buy an item to make ur hero strong. the more item u have, the stronger u are… tau warcraft kah? toing!!!
DoTa is a good way to waste ur time, n money also. my comment about this game: IT IS PLEASURE TO KILL SOMEBODY… in PAIN (mwa-ha-ha-haa). the enjoyable time is teamwork-killing (n steal someone kill… haha) so, anyone interested? fyi, girls play dota too.
waithaminute… what m i doing right now? shouldn’t i play DoTa? hehe… no lah, im saving~ :p
its dangerous. im newly addicted to 02jam. biri biri dengerus!
-=<<DOTAVIRUSINFECTION>>=-
on my blog before before, i did mention something about the-crazy-thing-i-about-to-do-in-thursday. well, nda plg crazy… sadang lah, the craziness come on weddy. let me tell u about it.
April,
6th, thurs - 4 hours
7th, fri - 2 hours
8th, sat - 3 hours. stop at 3am
9th, sun - 2.5 hours
10th, mon - no hours
11th, tue - 2.5 hours
12th, wed - 8 hours ++… haha 1st time in history, i play until 5.30am in the morning. the team was daus, sabur, rahmat, sha-sha.., n stinty.
13th, thurs - nil hours, but i came to RF, hangout sana sja.
14th, fri - nahee hours
15th, sat - 3.5 hours. stop at 3.30am
16th, sun - 2.5 hours
17th, mon - mai dai hours
18th, tue - ….
19th, wed - 2 hours
20th, thurs - 3 hours. but then, hang-out lg d sana ntil 4am.
21th, fri - forget!
22th, sat - 4 hours. stop at 3am
23th, sun - 2 hours
24th, mon - nooo
25th, tue - nooo
26th, wed - nooo
27th, thurs - 2.5 hours. stop at 2am
28th, fri - forget!
29th, sat - 4 hours. ntil 4.30am
30th, sun - forget!
May,
1st, mon - nooo
2nd, tue - 2 hours
3rd, wed - jus hang-out wit de RFs
4th, thurs - 2.5 hours
5th, fri - 2 hours
6th, sat - 2 hours. stop at 2am
7th, sun
8th
9th until today - i dont count, or else i would be disappointed, unworthfull profit.
well what do u know, jobless but $$$
can anybody count how much invesment i put to RF? haha… lau d kumpul, dpt kawin satu lagi. hahahahaha, i mean, i can buy the CD and install di rumah. in a way, it save money right? huhu. whattha irrational being. social ppl, social…
when playing one game of DoTa, 1 hour is nothing. as i said, its a good way to lose ur time. the time passes just like that.
hungry-ness n ayung-ness make me realise of the time.
at time, if it wasnt my brother there… i wont stop playing. hehe. dasar antu-DoTa.
so anyone interested? touch me! :p
-=<<IFISAYDOTA,YOUSAY…>>=-
->last time, when i saw ppl played dota, i was teasing them. hehe. cause i know, if i start to play… i will be addicted. hehe, but hey! it is true all along. 
->last night play dota again. 1am-4am. i know. cha-bo dtg pkl 3am. i thought pkl 1am tu ahir udah, tpinya…
->Oh and, i dont like play DoTa in the afternoon. why? because play DoTa in the afternoon, abis b’tinggalanan zuhur/ asar/ magrib. as i said/write, lau main DoTa ni… khayal dah tu, lupa kan waktu. (dan demi waktuu~)
->it is because i got nobody to be addicted, so DoTa filled the emptyness… no can do! haha *apakan*keluar*
-=<<TEMPTATIONTOTHEWORDS>>=-
one night after playin DoTa, i was pissed by my cousin. he is nuisance to the very. hal damit di basarkannya. like he is always right, a.k.a mr.right.
what i did was only to make him feel low.
i talk the lady at the counter, infront of him (as in flirt but it not a flirt) hehe. i know. the conversation isnt a matter, what matter is dendam terbalas.
i talk, she talk, i ask, she ans, i ans, she ask, i joke, she laugh…
n then the conversation melarat tia sampai my bro t’miscal2.
udah tu, at car park. i can smell degradation of the cousin self-esteem (ek?). haha. i pretend like nothing happend.indirectly it was a revenge. i know, he cant never do like what i did. surely he is.
i know, since when i became like that. it was rude n unwise to do so. it must be the extra secreted andrenaline…
-=<<THECOUNTERLADY>>=-
im one of RF regular customers. besides daus working, very often i meet her there lah. so it makes me easier to say somethings. oh btw, she once give me "the look". if u know what i mean.
i did asked daus abt the lady at the counter, oh man… its hard to believe. she is 25, n we agree she has the 17/18 yrs look.she is a degree holder from ausie. haha. older than lagi my brother tu. anyway, my eye say she’s cute. haha. antam. somehow, i rate her "grade C" woman. *suka hatinya mnggrade orng* 
…OK, NEXXTTTt!
-=<<WHO’sYOURDADDY?>>=-
->currently i try to reduce my any outdoor activities. all of the works, DoTa and stuff. i did… but then, my dad like to give me work. a tonne of work.
about few month ago, my mom was on leave. ia nda kaja tp ada activitinya. so we have "quality time" together. esei… quality lah time nya~!
few weeks before today, my father was on holliday. guess what, not only having quality time together, we tighten the father and son bond. haha what m i writtin about? seriously, my dad’s life is hectic.
when involve to his life, my life seems busy all the time. jarang jua ku di rumah olehnya. at time, he made myself push to the limit. menderita jua eh… ani kan urng biasa idup sanang. hehe. im learning what is unacceptable mistake.
frankly, i dont find it easy to work with my dad. im miserabled. because i hate it when i done with the work, ada tia kana bagi lg. waaaaargh! the most-very-truly-madly-deeply hated part that is. and kaja with my mum easier than with daddy. haha. go figure.
there are differencess between how man and woman treat their children.
->im free…
i wont let my father see me in my free time. i got a life too bah. jaga anak bini ku lagi… haha *antam* bila ku ada bini?
tpikan… duduk teranah di rumah mcm not in my do-list anymore. myself tell me that i need to do something. nada keraja, cari keraja. (DotA is for night-time only.)
well, next few weeks ada project lg. nice! my time is taken again. i should ask for increment, ask for double payment. $5000 will do… haha NOt!
->wWOOOOHOOOO!
btw, have u ever heard of twista song, sunshine? the lyric goes:
it’s lovely day. just got paid…..
-=<<SUP-PRICE>>=-
last 3rd may was ka wana bday… HARPy bIRtHdAy! we celebrate a surprise party for her di rimba and she was surprised. huhu.
it is lovely to be part of them. haha, the crazy part was when syazwan n syafiq karaoke. like we sing along with them. just antam2, n try to have some fun. haha shout everybody!
but sadly the khai wasnt there. he was working until 11. sian ya. he missed all the exciting part. NAH! SAPA SURUH KAJA!? (haha)
it was my thought: when ka wana dtg tu kan, what to shout hah? happy birthday ka? or surprise? hmm…. *thinkin*
and is it appropriate to say "congratulation" to bday girl/boy? hmmm…. *thinkin*
anyway, no present for her :p hehe how could me! im too moneyless to buy gift. bleh plg, does she want to play dota? haha NOT!
sorry, i cant join u guys k miri this sundy, im busyeh!
-=<<THEDAYYOUWASNTHERE>>=-
->the other day i was watching tv. the program is so knowledgeable. it about the differencess between; boys and girls, men and women, boys and men, girls and women. interesting isnt it? should be! the interesting part comes on how to make a baby HAHHAHA jus kidding!
we got new channel on the tv, its called "K-TV". i dont know what it stand for.
the language heard like korean. sometime when there is subtitle, it seems like korean font.
im still wonder from which country it come? ….dhu!
it could be kazakhstan tv? or could it be kambing tv? kambang tv? koala tv? kitty? kidney? ketchup? kentucky?
hahaha… dhu again!!!
sigh. my brother tu. our sassy girl series cd’s not yet returned. time orang nda bguna, ada tia terbiar di rumah tu. dunia oh dunia.
->i watched scary movie 4 last few days. haha. peanuts eh! this scary movi is punyaluru.
oh oh… how about the wild? ice age 2? MI:3? Va Dinci code? senario? over the hedge? poseidon? cars? x-min? huhu… banyak new movies coming loh!
i wna watch latest movie later, wna join? anybody care to belanja mi? haha no? ok, anyone care to be belanjaed? who dont, everybody want freebies.
im looking forward the FNF: tokyo drift movie… damn hot! banyaknya tia drifter-wanabee ni
-=<<THADEVINCI>>=-
do u know anything about "the code"? what about the death of sauniere, sophie grandpa got to do with da vinci code?
prior of sion… does it really exist? or its just fake.
fibonacci sequence, that 1.618 number.. PHI… is it true? is it matter to da vinci code?
isnt da vinci only an extraordinary artist? how could he code-code?
haha good question! how m i suppose to believe when im sceptic about it. too much theory i heard, very manipulated. isnt the book is fiction?
well, my pov, the book is one way of attraction. for some who are serious to his/her curiousity, some willing to go to paris/the church/louvre/north london investigate themselves.
nyway, i like the comment that author of "holy blood& holy grail" give about da vinci code.
as matter of fact everybody, i dont finish read the da vinci book, hehe :). halfway i read the book, i found it pretty much ridiculous.
and i discover something as i read the book, fiction story is ot my field. sure it is.
-=<<THEMACAMMACAMAZMI>>=-
->its sooo unavailing to see women driving on the road, better girls. mcm…. mcm…. men do the house work (better boys (haha!)). recklessisive(whaa?).
n im so upset to see: woman in sport merc-2door(SL?CLK?watever), 2door BMW 3series sometime, and man in 4door-small/cute car(beetles?bettles?bitels?v-tel?so on)
yes, truely its humble to see. where do we, the men, standing? *coughin* it shouldnt be like this!! haha women these days, not like those day *reminisince* (haha)
woman this day is getting advance loh. i admit that. ok… in the future, we men, stay at home, look after the kid, housework and stuff. u women, work for money to feed us, pay bills, do the thinkin n stuff.
haha jus kidding. my world doesnt go that way lah.
however, that is still ok what. y? because it would very humilliating to see "ma-chi" drive sport car. right boys?
and still ok cause i never see women drive a ferrari, here in brunei. u better not! haha… (unless i owned you!) :p
->oh people, i know how to get cheap ferrari. i mean cheaper than the original/market price. if market price is $500,000-$700,000. i could get $300,000-$400,000 or could be less.
how m i gonna get it?… what? u expect me to tell? sish! in ur dream! hehehe… (now, if i sell all our possession, i could get $300,000-$400,000… but where do i sleep?)
->btw, i wonder how that chick doing, the chick who has garfield all over her car, esp the one stuck on the mirror. :p ey u read me blog? ni hao maa?
->at the moment, i like manipulating ppl. just like my brother. its kinda annoying. mcm, we was talking about DoTa. then when i said something, he was like ter-apa-apa. yeehhhhhh! dont we talk abt DoTa? uuuuhhhh! …that what i do.(to annoy u)
->oh… pls accept my apology. i ON my msn n let it open. sorry for the unreply text. i’l make it up to ya’ll someday.
->dst sucked!
HAHAHA… it is suck! y? because dst is soo stingy. they’re stink! no offence oh. i had $8.00 in my crdt on my expire day. huh.
metroparking ugly!
i was paying some bills last time, it was only took me 5 min to drop by. man, i had to pay for the 30 min. sish! there was not metroparking overthere before, kehadiranmu membawa derita kepada ku… haha, but it wasnt my money, y should i bother?
-> al-amar beribi/jangsak re-open… yahoo.
-=<<ICANLOVEYOUEASY>>=-
its me againts the world.
how could u say u r in love when u dont know what love is.
how could u call urself a couple when u living all alone.
how could u love someone when u know that someone hate u after all.
how could u say "i love u" when u dont have a feeling for the "someone".
and, how could u denial, u say u r not in love when u R in love.
haha, as i mention, its me againts the world. love is just only a feeling…
i know, there will be more ppl hate me out there. haha. y? dont u love me anymore? *) love do cost a thing eh? do u love handsome/pretty/hot/attractive/charmed moneyless ppl?
since when…
yeah! i ain’t got all day.
-=<<IFTOMORROWNEVERCOME>>=-
here is my pov about love.
love is blind, n it blindd ppl.
love is the unexpected thing happen in life.
love is come from the heart, not from the mouth.
love is inside each, n everyone of us.
when the time is come, u will meet the one, ur true love. the love will awake .u ready or not, it will hit u.
love is one thing that makes one’s complete, make one special.
when the time is true, u’ll be loved… n u will love.
love is most valueable mature thing that everybody has to have.
love is wonderful feeling that everybody deserve to feel.
love is what cause ppl to live and love make one grow.
love can make someone out of his/her league.
love can turn tiger to kitten, monster to knight.
love doesnt come once, neither twice, it comes more n more.
although it is little for u, but for somebody, it worth million.
if u dont know how to appreciate love, u just waste ur time.
sometime in love, too much is never enough.
can u feel my love? thank u for lovin mi
sometime im wandered. have u ever seen handsome guyss with unpretty chick? or pretty girl with unhandsome boy? dunia oh dunia, tak ku mengerti.
oh ya… love doesnt end with marriage.
-=<<IDONTBUY!>>=-
courtesy of this being. nothing but something. (only available in this blog)
little tips to the little boys: me?
"girls are like attitude. u have to do little of work to get to her heart." *ring any bell?*
sacrifice mean to show how much u love her. love need sacrifice, doesnt it?
remember… capture her heart, dont steal it!
and most of all, "words". understand the power of words. word can make other happy or sad.
ey boy, when u walk around the mall or wherever with friends, n u meet a pretty-beautiful-wonderful-colourful-sexy-hot-mamah-attractive-supa-dupa-meltingism girl, jgn tah t’psst-psst.
because it is ill-mannered, old-fashion yet another thing. u follow me? it looks silly and immature. a smile is enough, right women? we ppl are growing up, to be better man for tomorrow.
when i think about it, t’psst-psst… then what? then what?…
all in all, move your step boys.
guy must take care of the lady feeling, they want to feel secure, happy, bla bla bla n so on.
guys, girl needs to be guide.
last but not least, boys (incld me)… quit understand girl. our job is to love them. love 1st, understand 3th.
the most important thing is when u need to be consult, dont look for me. hehe. look n listen deeply the person inside u.
to the LADIEh:
aaa….. i dont know what to type in here. im a guy. wel, let me try *thinkin*
should i put: ey lady… just be pretty!
or when somebody flirt to u, go for it! =)
haha jus joking.
when somebody/s likes/loves u, its ur call… to accept/ to reject that somebody. apa nya nini "not yet try, not yet know!" haha. love? try? ehh?
pretty is nothing if unwell behave, eiuw peiuw. pretty but knowledgeless? ok for me… i can teach.
*thinkin*
what guys like about girl… we/i like the way u girl talk, u walk, u smile, u laugh, u look at us *coughn*, ur smell. everything about u is amazing.
when somebody flirt u, it could mean that somebody likes u, or that somebody want something from u.
lastu biskita ni, kan jual murah kah atau jual mahal. lau jual murah bisai2 saja. "lau jual mahal, berapa sekilo?" (my siste always say this line to me, hate it so much. like she know)
hehe that isnt what i want u to know. lau jual mahal tu, ignore saja lah! haha apakan. ntah ih… lau jual mahal, jual mahal tah plg. fish is swimming in the sea, many g tu. *headache* sadly, i dont know how to fish. HAHA, n i dont buy that fish in the sea. (nobody sell in the sea jua bah) *headache more*
hehe… a word from mr stranger-to-love up there :p
trouble with love is…. u know what. tidur tak kenyang, mandi tak lena, makan tak basah…
HAHAHa, eeeuuu… disgusting! =)
-=<<NEVERENDINGSTORY>>=-
i got this new theory of our family as millionare. i let u know some other time. my mouth only speaks money language, and my fingers speak more than money.
long? my blog isnt. still, there is alot i wana type here. but speeding, the time is. stop now, i better.
perfectionist is an unperfect. because of they are aware of there unperfectility, it cause them to do things perfect. im NOT a nerd!
somehow, perfectionist not = nerd… right?
