May 20th, 2006 by lidahkutegigit

wat u looking at?

do u know u jus got punk’d?!

i say…

u got punk’d! hahaha

pakan?! its been awhile i dint blog. i’l blog in the nearrest time, now i cannt.

ok dokie… put lot of love on me. 50 kg wil do. byby

(u been punk’d!!!)

someday u will.

April 4th, 2006 by lidahkutegigit

i fall in love with v3. love at first sight?… could be! haha

it was another hour for the movie to start. 9.30pm "the shaggy dog". kiddish movie but nice. we brought the tickets around 8.20 ++. well, usually when things goes like this… we go eat. daripada buang duit arah arcade, baik buang duit ke parut, nda ja? ja… the day was thursday. likely ramai ppl di the mall lah tu.

we met some of my brother friends. hehe… yatah ada one of his friends nih, haish! sweet-talker ya atu ih. the words he said to this chicks… haha, i dun wan to see my self being him. more or less ya ani mcm syazwan… sweet-talker hantap! haha…

after eating, went to visit v3… oh! she so pretty!… hati ini tlah tergoda, haha watha!? :) im obsess to v3 now :#

the story of my life on saturday, 1st aprill. quite busy tho.

i woke up early that day, cause ada appointment at 9am.

Then, balik ku around 10.30am. the car was dirty, so i washed it up.

Finish itu ini around 11am. then went to shower, and  get ready to pick up hamdi.

skali ada text from my dad, he want me to go to our house di sg.buloh. aduh!. i didnt realise his message tu. he text me around 10++. atu ya… panik saya di buat mereka. i txt hamdi to go gadong. so i just fetch him with ismail later. skali nya my dad… "jgn tah jadi, krang tah saja pkl 2". fhew!. then i went gadong tarus. skali balum jua ada dua orang ni. ngalih saja ku laju2. baik jua ku pakai kerita, lau ku jalan kaki wah… eh!… eh!… :p

at 12pm btah2 menunggu durng tu, chill-in kjp sama daus with his chicks… edah n ain. then came mail, followed by hamdi.

12.20pm i went to the airport, shidah going to NZ. im glad shes doing fine. iv lunch sikit at the airport.

1.30pm i went to gadong (again?). walking around in the mall with them.

2.30pm kai, adi n zizi kan k qlap. n i need to go to sg.buloh. father text me lagi… "balik ke rumah ko dulu, take mum go with u" HAHA. apa boleh buat.

3pm sampai rumah, tukar kerita. then from jerudong go to sg.buloh. +- 30 minit yo! sangal ku duduk bah.

3.30pm sampai sg.buloh. fyi, the house is under renovation. our tenants inda gi tinggal sana, balik kg.

4pm we went for another lunch. :p

4.30pm balik ke jerudong.

5pm singgah pasar pantai jerudong. eeuuuw! i met disgusting ppl. not the fishermen ih… u c, n u’l know. kinky ppl. 

5.30pm got home.

at 7pm, lighten up fire for barbecue. susah ih if inda pakar dlm bidang ni. it takes me 30 minit to fire up the charcoal. it was my sister bday. she dun read my blog, no need to greet er.

9pm… dinner.

around 10.30pm i went to gadong (lagi?!) this time went to RF. guess what! i start to play the bloody DOTA. damn! im addicted. i did play once last time. tpi that time, my "passion" is m o r e into CS. tpi now, everybody is playing DOTA… byebye CS, welcome warcraft. sanang jua main DOTA tu, no strategy is needed.

and… we played untill 2.30am. 4 hrs yo! mun nmanya asyik udah… inda g ingat kan waktu, nda ja? ja… atu pun 2.30 my cuzen kan balik, lau ya inda balik wah… sampai k pagi kli ih! haha… de craziest time RF close is at 8am. gila kali daus tu…

3am got home, n slep. hungry also.

last time, i have appointment at 9am, wednesday kli. my sister minta antar k ubd at 8am. well, aku antar ia around 8 ++ plg… psal ia sendiri yg ahir. skli i have… like 50 minit free time. kan bahpa tah ku until 9? lau balik rmh, wasted saja. so i just go around ubd. cuci mata. hehe. omg! its like heaven on earth, haha. pretty woman~… walking down the street… pretty woman~… oh man! suka ku ubd atu ih. haha :p. if zaim, he would say "banyak type2 yang mama suka ni… puas hati mmilih" haha, zaim said so.

what to say again?

holiday~ oh holiday~ nowadays i spend most of my time di rumah (did i tell u abt that?) my mentor pun going back to hong kong. so i have peace life to live. im a GOOD-boy! stay di rumah saja. cuci baju, jamur pingan, bersihkan rumah, mop ceramin, lap2 lantai, sapu2. hehe :p (yatah krng!!) n its like every afternoon i watch vcd/dvd/movie/drama. i finished watch my-love-patzzi. boring!. i wanna watch my sassy girl, 1 3 hill, desperate housewives, n ALOT more… L-world oso :p tpi… btah my brother tu kan minta balik ih, lau ku bali, brapa minit gnya tu! argh!… :p

i would like to buy a ham-bur-ger…

i watch movi/drama at house in the afternoon, my brother, he watch latest movie in the afternoon at cineplex. like the whole latest movies he seen already. kaya ya atu ih… :)

last time i watch 3 hrs movie. i watch the 1st 15 min scene, then everythings getting dark (i fall aslep). i woke up on the 10 min kan abis movie tu. haha i dont know what happend to the others scene tu. lucky its dvd. i can watch it all over again. huhu.

actually this blog was i suppose to be reveal of me moving to the son of love… tpi the son of love alum siap, under construction masih. n im looking for other area to bloggin. so i guess, nex nex tah…

my mum teasing me about the jerawat on my face. sish! she dont have to say. i know bah. gpun ada jerawat ka, nda ka… nobody loves me… HAHAH i know u are ;p

iv lost a pool game to china-man. kalok ih! ia main pkai psychology, buyuk ih :p

im kinda miss someone. kinda?! uhumph! who? i miss singapore n KL…. no body miss me eh, how sad :(

im about to do cwaaazeee stuff this thursday. when i done it, i’l let u know what is it.

what happend to it? i cant believe this pain drive me insane… oh!

you so far away… still.

March 26th, 2006 by lidahkutegigit

kata na kan bloggin until reach 220km/hr. well, what do u kno…

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see… my finger did reach 220km/hr. HAHAHA nuts! idiot apa…

last friday, we went to miri (again). hehe. despite of the epidemic, we did went to miri. we’re not infected eh. na bnyak urang bunai. our goods arrived few weeks already and the tauke keep on calling us. so we decide to go to miri last friday tu. and guess what, my dad buat spec. so im certain we’ll going to miri again. hehe :D. my parents tu, going to miri like going to gadong :p

huhu… going to miri, i drive. nah~! i drive 120 km/hr constant. i did reach 140 at time. the journey takes 1 hr 30 min. from our house to sungai liang only take 40++ min. the traffic was quite ok, we didnt spend much time at imigration/emigration post tuh. we’re not infected btw. lagipun, my bro ada. so he’s likely jadi supervisor lah.

"jangan tah laju…"

"slow sedikit…" hehe that what he said. and my parents said:

"laju ih… ramai karang urang!"

"nda jua ada kerita tu… potong tia!" hehe. as far as i could remember, that was what they said. arh muara-tutong highway, my bro, parents… they all fall aslep. cis! thankgod ada radio, ada jua company. btw, drive slow can got me sleepy sometime. and don’t worry, we are not infected! :)

so… 120 km/hr + 140 km/hr (before) = 260 km/hr. wuhu! i reach beyond 220 km/hr. HAHA~

wel, lately, i spend most of my time di rumah. i did feel the "enthusiasm of b o r e d". haha. i’v reduce any of my outdoor activities. so i wont be use the words "sibuk ku" often lagi :) i guess i have plenty of time. anyhow, holliday ni… im touch by de wild-side of me. mwa-ha-ha-ha.


when ppl ask me to
:  -     i answer:


jalan
- kerita ku nada minyak, semua kerita b’pakai, i dont want to get the car dirty :p


lunch
- aaa…. aku baru breakfast :p


hi-tea
- aaaa…. sibukku kan ngaga adi ku, aaaa…. kan main bula ku, aaaa…. kanyang ku masih :p


dinner
- hmmm… aku makan di rumah udah, hmmm… aku ada function, hmmm… kan tidur ku, hmmm… sapa belanja? :p


movie
- haah… sudah ku liat, haah… dvd/vcd ada ampai2 di rumah, haah… nda ku mo, nda siuk cetanya :p


main pool
- bah lakas tah! bila n di mana… :p


main CS
- bah aku d RF udah ni…, bah RF in 20 min… :p

in other words, what im trying to say is… im b r o k e :p. yatahkan, before im b r o k e, i wont refuse to go. peduli ya, aku makan udah kah, kan ngaga kilah kah, kanyang masih kah, kerita habis minyak kah… i dont give a damn. hehe. nah! masa ani :p lalalalala~

but still, saturday night, i no at home. i is the a-go-go. saturday
night tu, gadong sucks ih! hehe… esp at 9-10. everybody wants to go gadong.
apa ada di gadong? mole?

its not i dont have any money, ada ih… 20-30 bugs. yatahkan, once i got my self out of the house… everything needs to pay. bla… bla… bla… minyak… yada… yada… yada… makan minum… bla… bla… bla… and whateverso. wel, lau di rumah same case plg, bills bills bills… all those food n stuff, but im still "young". i dont have to pay for all that. haha.its just i have to use the money in the right way, considerate… mcm apa ah?… mcm lau di rumah ada makanan, nda kan makan di restaurant right? ( lau time poket ku tabal boleh lah ) hehe i got money issue here :p

it comes to my mind… there could be one day, where life is paid-full. baik tah time tidur, time mandi, time barus gigi, time liat tv, time makan… everything is pay pay pay, i hope by that time i got deep pocket ;)

i did plan kan take the job yang kana offer tu. tpi somebody said, jgn tah n concentrate on the bla-bla-bla thingy. i guess its true plg… it is true and i feel b o r e d. im a bit insulted to this particular person. ada patut… sigh. *taking a deep breath*. tpi ok lah, andang ya type cematu. i’v met the worst, the worstiest of the worst. u think u know, but u got no idea.

ey peapol… those who knows azim hassan, behalf of his side… sorry for no invitin u peapol to his birthday party. i thought he called everybody, but sadly no. bukannya INDA MAhU INVITE, tpi how c azim kan invite u peapol? i mean how he gonna contact u peapol? lgpun guilty ku eh, mcm… c ya aniii, gtau tau inda? inda di bagitau, inda ya tau… ku bagitau krang, tau ya sudah nya. awuwah… bis durang: louis saha, cristiano ronaldo, roodney, alex ferguson, etc. HAHA. its his party bah, what to do.

btw, azim hasan ada number dah. i mean phone number, stelah sekian lama… ahirnya, maju setapak jua ya ani :p text him what is his number. haha :p :p :p :p

yesterday… i played CS sma the CS veteran and CS legend. hehe. it was breathtaking. i played sama my brother friends. nearly semua b’kraja udah. they worth $1500 above. me? hehe… these ppl realy2 fun and funny. ada 1 of them always bullied by others. haha. i dont feel kesian cause he deserve it :) then, their jokes more into the dirty2 one. hehe. but then, they all are mature ppl. tuha2 udah kan main CS ih. and time main CS tu, we laugh a lot. we played di netcom. loudness is command. we used to play arh CE plg, but CE is part of the past already. ohh~

hehe, my mum talk about girls with me. haha, 1st time ih! its kinda awkwark. mcm… napa ya mum nih? ok ka? ntah apa yg patut ku di reply. krang ku ckp cani, catu… lain krng kejadiannya. she trying to get herself update to one of my friends-girl. hehe. kurang asam!… she knows it, she is getting old already xp time run faster eh.

..

.

enough say, in life… there is unexpected things happend.

like now…

im hungry… and it is my love patjji time.

i’l migrate soon… soon… to the player of love.

did  u  know  u  just  waste  5  min  of  ur  life  time ?


tiga sowalan

March 26th, 2006 by lidahkutegigit

i like this post from brudirect HYS… enjoy~… im so sick of love song…why cant i turn off the radio?

Pemuda : Anda siapa Dan apakah bisa menjawab pertanyaan-pertanyaan saya?

Kiyai : Saya hamba Allah dan dengan izin-Nya saya akan menjawab pertanyaan anda.

Pemuda : Anda yakin? Sedangkan Profesor dan ramai orang yang pintar tidak mampu menjawab pertanyaan saya.

Kiyai : Saya akan mencuba sejauh kemampuan saya.

Pemuda : Saya ada 3 pertanyaan:-

1.Kalau memang Tuhan itu ada,tunjukkan wujud tuhan kepada saya

2.Apakah yang dinamakan takdir

3.Kalau syaitan diciptakan dari api kenapa dimasukan ke neraka yang dibuat dari api, tentu tidak menyakitkan
buat syaitan.Sebab mereka memiliki unsur yang sama.

Apakah Tuhan tidak pernah berfikir sejauh itu?

Tiba-tiba Kiyai tersebut menampar pipi pemuda tadi dengan keras.

Pemuda (sambil menahan sakit) : Kenapa anda marah kepada saya?

Kiyai : Saya tidak marah…Tamparan itu adalah jawaban saya atas 3 pertanyaan yang anda ajukan kepada saya.

Pemuda : Saya sungguh-sungguh tidak mengerti.

Kiyai : Bagaimana rasanya tamparan saya?

Pemuda : Tentu saja saya merasakan sakit.

Kiyai : Jadi anda percaya bahawa sakit itu ada?

Pemuda : Ya!

Kiyai : Tunjukan pada saya wujud sakit itu!

Pemuda : Saya tidak boleh.

Kiyai : Itulah jawaban pertanyaan pertama…kita semua merasakan kewujudan Tuhan tanpa mampu melihat wujudnya.

Kiyai : Apakah tadi malam anda bermimpi akan ditampar oleh saya?

Pemuda : Tidak.

Kiyai : Apakah pernah terfikir oleh anda akan menerima tamparan dari saya hari ini?

Pemuda : Tidak.

Kiyai : Itulah yang dinamakan takdir.

Kiyai : Terbuat dari apa tangan yang saya gunakan untuk menampar anda?

Pemuda : Kulit.

Kiyai : Terbuat dari apa pipi anda?

Pemuda : Kulit

Kiyai : Bagaimana rasanya tamparan saya?

Pemuda : Sakit.

Kiyai : Walaupun syaitan dijadikan dari api dan neraka juga terbuat dari api, jika Tuhan menghendaki maka neraka akan menjadi tempat yang menyakitkan untuk syaitan.

Schnitzeriffic of a legacy, The.

March 4th, 2006 by lidahkutegigit

akum n hallo ppl…

Don’t u miss mi? i  miss u u kno… ;) :p

Its never to late to take another breathe n say another prey…

Whow! Its march already. Too soon, yet too meaningful. Day in, day out…  life has been hectic, my schedule is packed! Tidur mkn tidur mkn tidur mkn… ngalih ih!

Haha nadadeh, Eyaloh… I’v been doing ‘ a  l o t ’ of stuff as de week pass away by, meeting n meeting ppl. I went to any restaurant or café… then had a chat, talk, discussion, then went home aroun 11. de same thing goes for de nex day. Tp now jrang g lah, once in 2 3 weeks… bcus one of my mentor tu, going back to Singapure. So jrang lah ku blik mlm (haha ya tia krng! :p)

oh I miss singapure~ im really hope this march going to Singapure… AMIN!!! :p Den in jun fly to KL, n in december fly to

Bangkok

agen… haha *amtam* I would like to visit

venice

J original

venice

ofcourse.

Investment this, invesment that… buy this, buy that… sell this, sell that… re-buy this, re-buy that… apakaaaaan?! First time I heard, tryin to understand de procedure n stuff… sakit plg pala… mcm, si itik

kan

mmahammi cerita si ayam *???*… to get understood with de main part was hard, tp lau fhm dah… evreythings gonna b jus fine.

Mentor

always said “so cana… ko mau tau nda? If mau, this this this… if nda, that that that” ytahkan, mcm tah ku tau bnr abt this whole things… obviously im a noob, n I don’t like choices…

They even teach me about scam stuff. I love the scam part. Never thought something so impossible but yet exist… its so kwazey!

This blog is about some activity what I’v been doing, what im trying to do, what I had done. A package where u can only get from me.

Currently worked out logo, for my… shhhh.

Ish… I just reject a job offered to me… again. Wahta me? im looking for job at this certain places. Its very suite me.

When Im not going out, I’l spend most of de time at home. I got new hobby… cuci kerita. Hehe de funny things is baru jua b’cuci yesterday… cuci lagi? Ish ish ish… au, skli nya rajin… b’kilat kerita, skli nya malas… b’habuk wah. Then, cuci krita in de afternoon… later that nite, ujan labat. Menyusahkan diri oh. 

Or if de cars already shinning to de max already, I wont wash it. I’l try fix it. Repair any part need to be repair. Minor2 parts I can repair, but lau de major2 parts tuuu… hehe, I’l leave to dad to fix it.

Lately, main CS sja… back to those day aye? *geling2* main CS… main CS… main CS… kaya eh?

Currently im waiting for attachment also, im waiting for a reply.

Swimming… huhu~ I lap swimming. Tp currently im half-sick… nda siuk lau swimming nih.

Oh ho ho… im going to de gym last time. Once is enough! I got my body hurt… alelelelelee~ :p

I’d been hiking to bkt shah bandar also.

Ada

patut naik bukit blari… watha!? Nyway, its very fun.

Some-when I was hang-out with these friends, not u bui, yg topiknya always gotta be… love love love… im so bored, apakanih! Nda.. nda ku jeles bah! Its not me who desperately need love, its YOU!… aparaa… me? he he ytahkan… mine is one of de top story of “hikayat seribu-satu malam”… NOT! J

Most of de time, I like my self being single. Being single… no body will ask me about what I do, where I go, with whom I go, how many girls I met, do de girls I met is prettier or uglier than she, watsoever… I don’t need to think about someone all de time, I wont have to play guilty, I wont have to be someone who needs to be, I can do whatever things I want, I can flirt around (haha… mbah! :p), and I wont have to spend money for 2… im freeeee~ nyehehe,… but sometimes I don’t feel it goes that way. I believes love has a super-natural magic (ya right!).

How come ah? How can a person break someone’s heart without saying a word? That person do nothing. Im wondered. Or is doing nothing can break someone’s heart…? Hmmm… ntah ih. I guess I don’t have a reason to make u top of my list.

*cough*sniff*sniff*sniff*sneeze*sniff*sniff*sniff*sneeze*sneeze*sneeze*sneeze*

Gawd.. im sick! So sick! Sick! Sick! Six! Its been couple of days oredi… don’t  like eh~ mcm, I have to control evreythings… what I eat, what I do, where I go, what time I get home, what time I go to bed, n what im really concern is… who im with, hehe qilah is de first victim to be infected… some others yg d rmh ni ada jua tanda2 nya. They start to siruk2… oh ya, im afraid afif might get one too ( udah ku gtau ia khai, jgn mpir2 aku… krng mnjankit arhnya, tpi msih jua ia aga aku, sigh~ J ) (aii si khai ah, ya ada keyboard bru lah… sish… nice g tu, daeemmeet~ mcm2 bunyi bleh kluar, nanti ku bli yamaha bona fide… haha in-mi-dream) but nyway im getting better.

I see u standing to never…

Since I got my driving license, jrang ku duduk siring driver g… hmm… life is about to change? Balik pkl 12 am tu mna ahir

kan

?? Sdng lah ah… balik pkl 10 tu mcm awal masih, ytah my mum always ask me on de next morning if I got home late… “Pukul brapa ko balik? Kemana saja ko

kan

?” (same question everytime)

Hehe I thought with an innocent look n logic answer, I can get my self out from getting a bite of her angriliciousness. I answer like this “aaa…. bukannya ku ada anak-bini

kan

d jaga… lagipun bukannya bisuk ku skulah… huhu~ J” hehe… but I was wrong, it never work all de time. Sigh.

I always forget to bring house-key lau balik ahir… mwahaha nyusahkan orang jua oh. What to do. We living in de modern world, magic words wont do. And, its kinda scary when I got home late, I can hear mcm2 dri hutan tu. Udah tu, I have to sneak until I get to my bed. De engine noise, de door, my footstep, de sink… shhhhhhh! :p

N since I got my driving license ni, things i don’t-like is getting many… btw, don’t-like n hate is not de same.

- I don’t like traffic.

- I don’t like lousy driver… im annoyed! If cant drive… DON’T  drive, don’t drive on de right side if SLOW… those yg perasan laju, don’t overtake

ur

side, n pretty drivers… I got mezmerize twice n I lost concentrate on de road… fhew. (no offence aye!:) )

- I don’t like driving around 12… its hot + traffic.

- I don’t like drive aroun 4-5 pm… traffic is evrywhere.

- I don’t like driving under de sun… im getting dark.

- I don’t like buying fuel $5 for a day.

- I don’t like going to gadong Saturday nite… I just don’t like traffic in gadong.

- I don’t like when de car turnin to obnoxious brat… giv’n out probs.

- I don’t like driving without purpose *coughin*… going nowhere.

- I don’t like driving alone on de road in de middle of de nite… esp. high way.

- I don’t like driving in heavy rain when using de blue car.

- I don’t like driving alone listening to slow song n thinkin about who.

- I don’t like mid-night roadblock.

- I don’t like driving like newbies.

- I don’t really like spicy food! *huh?*

When a leaf fall from a tree, is there any chance that de leaf will be attach to de tree again?

Speaking of which, my first week of driving is really tiring. Alum btah balik, jalan gi. There’s even no time to charge my hp. Balik rumah untuk tidur saja, lau bangun gerenti jalan. Its kinda hard to see myself in de house that time. Jarang ada d rumah lah. Second week of driving, its ok. Everything is under control. Kadang2 ada jua ku guring limpang dapan tv. Then, following weeks, evrerythings fine. During my first week I got my license, I drove 60 km/hr. hehe I know. Slow ani wah. My bro warned me not to go fast. Then, second week, I drove 70 km/hr. Third week, I reach 80 km/hr. After that, currently, my speed ikut mood/perasaan/keadaan/cuaca. I don’t drive fast for nothing, I won’t drive slow for something. Btw, my driving skill is getting better n better… (eseh! I know u gona say me that… right? :p tq tq tq… anyone need to go somewhere? Im available, I can drive you… i gurantee for your satisfaction, come come! Just pay de car fuel, n I’l drive u around

brunei

, n limbang also can… if u want me, please book now… haha ;p, im serious)

Don’t u miss mi? I miss u a lot u kno… ;) :p :p :p :p :p

I read someone blog. She state that she feel refresh with her new skin. Ytahkan… Im thinking, isn’t it a natural process, which is occur unconciously. Everyweek our skin is renewed. Tpi cana plg ya dpt rasa n rasa segar gitu?… haha *dasar~* rupanya blog-“skin”nya tu yg baru… hehe patut laa… *lagging* I wasn’t think straight J 

De mind is playing again, i got my self puzzled…

I cut my hair twice last time. First time was when im having driving test. Short plg tpi nda short. Qilah! Wat did

ur

fren said? Hehe mcm siapa nya? Apa? Nda kdangaran? J *kambangs*. My cousins ckp my hair mcm harry potter… haha? Harry potter? Yah! Watevah! I don’t do magic n spell. A week later, I cut again. Short plg… short lah! Hehe tpi someone said its still long. Yah! Watevah! cus ada meet with big ppl. So I need to be “smart”. Ceh! Smart doesn’t suite me… hmm wat suite me? Ntah ah… y don’t u tell me duhleng? ;)

There’s part of me has been missing, there’s part of me has gone, there’s part of me I have rid of, there’s part of me I have exclude from this life… when thing is not matter, why should I bother… there’s still a lot of things need my attention… there’s still a lot of stuff need my care…

Last friday, we went to miri… n guess wat, I drive!!! Haha I drive di miri n from miri to home. From home to miri dad is driver. Heeh! SUV is not my type, SUV is those model like prado, land cruiser, discovery, jeep, navigator, escalade, terracan,

tucson

, pajero, majero :p, bla.. bla… n our is rexton. Nda siuk drive SUV ni, sah! nda ku minat… hehe, cus SUV tinggi n big… im really anxious about de front n rear bumper. If scretch somewhere, it shows that im not a good driver hehe… cus im a good driver, i always be :p n I prefer car 1-inch down to de ground, sorry zam, cant join

ur

club haha… I know SUV is a trend nowadays, but things never work between us ;p haha out ih!

At miri was ok. Its just unbrained driver everywhere (no offence). Tarus2 masuk, Tarus2 kluar… as if they own de road. Hish! De road system is nice, much better than here. Tpi lau di sini, driver nice, road system no nice… y is that huh? I think, its de driving skill of ppl in developed countries… iz it?

I like the part tym balik dari miri. I drove, kilah next to me (tidur smpai balik rumah), n parents at de back… hehe, at de telisai/lumut/sungai tujuh express… arh high-way nya tu… my speed reach 140km/hr yo! Mwahaha… CONSISTENT 140km/hr all along de high way… iski ku ih! If only it was my dream car… I’l got my self beyond de limits J de speedometer record 140km/hr… I try to reach 150, but 140 ok wat?! 140 is enough to let people to scream in silence. Then, arh muara-tutong highway… I slowed my speed to 120km/hr. I did reach 140++km/hr but there’s a lot of cars at that night, and ada jua orang gagas dri kmi tu, so I give way n considerate. And its such a nuisance. I just left de car behind…, then de car left me. Then I left de car again. Aku laju, laju tah jua… aku plahan, plahan tah jua. Hehe… Sheesh!!

I come for a reason, I stay for nothing, n I leave for something…

Oh gawd! I did something I would never let my self to do again. Last month, I spent $80 to play pool in a week. Hish! its such a disgrace. But im glad, I win a match to whom they called a legend. Mwa-ha-ha… 9-5. life sometime could be so miserable, n sometime life is totally sweet… u gotta shake it all. *eh?*

De other days, a friend n I were having coffee at de royalle, we met this franchee. De old one. Ish ish ish… his english tu, really2 non-understandable. Even when he repeat his words… watha!? I have to think deeply what is he trying to say. I look like play off around him, but its really… really… sigh. Ofcourse his franch ok lah, easy for de translator to translate it for us. Cis!

Is everybody trying to declare they r broke? I almost did. Cus I spent money like nothing. Im just so lucky though. Huhu moneh moneh moneh… come to papa.

Hope n dream… both must never be separated.

Is money hard to find than happiness? Do money promise happiness? Is $ = J? To live happilly or to be a millionare?… hmmm, to be or not to be. Someday we’ll know.

Zzat! Zzat! Kuyuk tu! Kuyuk! Kuyuk!…. Timbak! Timbak ya!!!” hahha that night we dog hunting, me izzat n shuvick, si khai tidur time atu… so we r lack of a soilder :p sampai k lambak ani wah, haha antamz, tpikan… ntah kana, ntah nda.

Sound-challenge, I missed de exciting event on stadium tertutup last Sunday, 26th feb… I heard it was happenning, oh man! If only I can cut my self into 2… n a war againts nology begins??? Oh yah… nology? Watever! We don’t do ugly joke… They jokes r beyond de lame. Poklan! Opps me…

I always into something oh? Eyaloh… trying not to put my mind at ease. Cus when im free, something always bother me. Something that is not mine. Always being preoccupied.

Actually I don’t have time kan buat blog ni, tpi there is certain things that I’v miss… life is changing, just like my rarity of being online. Life do change. Sedangkan arus sungai lagi berubah (haha… azmi, stop it!). I take some of my time to entry a blog… I just write some, I don’t wna write all those stuff I’v been through, those life I’d live… ane pun panjang udah bah… cukup untuk membuat pembaca2 sekalian merasa boring :]

Reminiscene those time, cherish those precious moment, treasure those feeling…

Ok ppl, before I reach 220 km/hr… I wont be blogging. Soory if this blog offensive in a way, its muchly randomed. N enough calling me wierdo. Tq. Don’t worry i’l be fine.

Miageto, yozora no hoshi tachi no hikari

Inishe no omoi, negai ga jidai koe

Iroaseru kotu naku todoku

Bokura no omoi mo itsuka dareka mo mune ni fyi, its japanese

Until then, “may god always be with u” *inside joke* :p do I owe u something?

Sigh. Soreja…

farewell @))%, welcom @))^

December 30th, 2005 by lidahkutegigit

h u h u ~ ~….. havin tough life eh! so busyyy. veli veli hectic schedule. udah tah hectic, nda cukup tdur gtu… mkn g nda beratur… atu ya, kAa-pish-shan! i remember this phrase "sleep is for de weak" hehe… no komen!


wel, today im off plg. im plannin kan k CB today, tpi… malas tah ku! nalih me ih :) gadong g sasak ni… buring!
skli ku kan k gadong, smua tia kan k gadong… urang brunei tah banar! haha *perasaan!* but its true jua… mcm nada kan d aga g. kekeke… 2moro is anoder busy day~ waaa~


nyway, im surfing de net… i go HYS forum, mwahaha… true true… sum true sum not, sum relevant sum not, sum selfish sum not… u go try visit HYS lah
<try click here>… (if link atu na mo, aga www.brudirect.com, n click on de red box)… r e a d N o p e n u r m i n d ~ ! s e e d e w o r l d l i k e U n e v e r s e e b e f o r e… :p mwahaha dasar bruneian! kekeke…

lookin at our class photo pri 6 back in 1999, BDS…, i was like… dis person sapa oh? s’klas sama aku? ada ya masa dulu kan? d mana ya duduk oh? *garu kpala* ada kan ia ani? npa bleh ku nda tau atu? or ia ani saja2 kan ikut b’gambar? or he never there, never exist, mcm ceta shutter…????? hehe… de others, stil ingat eh! ingat~ if they stil lok de same.., ytahkan, i met dis guy. sumwer in delima. ia tagur aku… hehe, aku apa lg… blurr ih! stranger come n talks to u abt ur current life… mcm apakan, do i kno u? ceh! nda kn ckp catu kli… i jus respon to wat he say, as if i kno em hehe :D but i kno dis guy x-BDS, cuz ada aura-aura say so… haha :p totally unregocnisable! ytah ku liat smula our old pic atu… changing ih, sum change sum maintain, evrybody gettin mature oredi… includin me, ada dis guy said nya "ih krul… u’v change u kno!"…erk! yakah? kali jua oh! change in term of wat g? i same same loh! hehee… i wudnt dare to write here wat i reply to em, kekeke funny eh =)… n dis guy is stil mystery~


oh today is 31st dec, hapi bday to cozn liyana~… she’s 18 oredi… eyoh! bru tah dpt liat 18-rated movi nih… hahaha if u read dis, adang cari laki baru! adang ingaukan laki mu masa ani… haha "laki"??? bila ko kawin? :p wish ur succed in career u into~ hop for u live happily ever after~ nada party? bila lg main biskal? hehe memori lama tuh! it reminds me time msa damit2 dulu… ptang2 sma late granma… she, me n late granma chillin, hang-out huhu~ i gt my self smillin wen im thinkin abt it… :) cali ih msa damit2 tuh!
kecik n ancing! kekeke i mean, cozn liyana kecik n ancing… me no~ im kecik n nda ancing! haha :p


wuhuu~ im cutin my hair oredi~ short plg, tpi nda short… haha cemanatu? like… pindik than my hair bfore, n nda pindik bnar… catu lah… tepuk dada, tnya selera~ haha ceh! *apakan*awut*, it’s been 7-9 months i dun cut my hair, dun u fel glad? my hair short now! no look like bini2… look like laki2 udah ni… (?????) ytahkan, after im havin cut las weddy, aku liat ceramin tah gnya… hehe,
totally diffren! mcm not me ih! hehe… sapakn ni? charmin jua oh! :p


yeehaaa~ abis udah driving lesson… im finis test oredi, im pass n my lisence finis nex week…
zam! aku dulu dpt lesen dri ko!!! huhu~ bah, bila jln? isikan sja minyak ah! keke… balancing, fhew… in all driving lesson, balancin yg paling dup-dap-dup-dap… tough lesson for de newbie… pyah jua lah, tpi nda jua pyah… jus dun get ur self panic… jgn nangis2 lau krita tu nda mo balancing… relax n focus je lah!… im quite nervous jua time test tu, nervous psal improper technics… tp ada dzul n akimulah d sana time ku test parkin tu, oh~ ada jua dgn kan b’heng2… im aiming to get below 10 marks, skli dpt 12 tah jua… ntah ih! buta kali invigilator tu! sish! suka atinya tuduh2! :p *emosi*… nda apalah… pas oreedi~ only 5 jam blaja… atu pun nda jua sampai 5 jam, evry lesson awal abis!… im gonna miss sgala caci-maki, hinaan, celaan, kutukan yg  cgu juyah bg… haha NOT! sendiri tah marah sma stering ja! :p


las thursdy nite, goin to stadium… waaaaaaaa~ veli crazy antap! RX-8 is "drag-ing"… syng weh! nda ya guna RX-8 nya atu kli… lau nda guna bgi tia aku~ huhu~ tpi nya… kreta yg lawannya ani, duiii! not er level,
RX-8 vs old swift n R8 vs civic … tpi yg mlangnya ada fight, buruk ih! turun image RX-8… wooo~, ytahkan… time atu ada rider show-off-ing… lg gila ih! nice sound~ roaring engine… aowh! im melted~ haha, time RX-8 tu racing against civic… rider ni accelerate mor than those cars, gila kali ih! nice.. nice! i like it!, tpikan… de best part is whilly, front tyre up n rear tyre on groun… wooaaahh~ bnyak kli lg ya buat tu, kambang jua ih!… wen i lookd at de driver, mcm c hasdi… ia kli… b4 dat, d mall ada yamaha R1/R6… gosh! i wna hav one! i wna hav one! keke in-me-drem~…


ystrday was nice, like in my head only about money… it was
"money" talkin ysterday. de "money" is talkin. investment… alum ku brapa phm, tpi mcm siuk~ i only heard at de positif side… wen it cum to de negatif side… dup-dap-dup-dap… nyway, im lovin it! mus hav de business mind… my eyes mcm ada "$" sign… hehe money money money… mo money, mo love… mo love, mo trouble :p

lately, main pool sja… like, evynite gatal tangan ni kan main pool sja… kan main CS, CE under construction…
season pool lah time ni…, tomoro kan main bowling wit family kli… hop jdi… nuting best than quality time wit family, chye~ :p… eyalo, de chance not owes ther for us to gt together… like, wlaupun s’rumah… wlaupun bilik s’blahan… wlaupun tinggal s’atap…  wen de time comes, pyah kan liat muha sorng2… evrybody busy wit they own life… wlaupun rambut sma itam… wlaupun bahasa sama melayu… wlaupun sama mkn nasi… wlaupun sma akar… wlaupun jln sama atas bumi… wlaupun duitku lbih bnyak dri mereka… haha


bah chalow,…


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006 to all of u ppl


hmmmmm…. new yr eve, wher to go? empire? klamarin ada mawi d masjid jerudong, c aznil nada? hehe… pigi JP? pigi party? pigi pantai jeudong? hmmmmm… tidur kli bisai…


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how many
AMORE words can u find out? horizontally n vertically… no diagonally pls! mcm left-right-up-down… down-left…. watever lah! as long as de words make up to b AMORE

Amore

*hint? apa hint-hint? kmu andal jua! hehe mintle~

living wit no mind

December 26th, 2005 by lidahkutegigit


Wth!!!! i look at dis pc time… 3.30, i look at my watch… 5++… erk! napa ya ni? fishy ih! sari tu lg tia… pc watch pkl 11am… but my watch is 3pm udah. haiyo! sapa main2 jam pc anih? baik kmu ngakun! lau nda, ku sula kmu sorng2… haha :p nadadeh…
ytahkan, mcm ada spyware wah… biar tia dlu, udah kriticle bru ku ngusai… nda ja? jAAA~~

jarang udah ku jln2 ih! nda kmu syang aku ka? hahaha ytahkan… lau kna bawa jln pun, ada tia kna suruh ini lah… kna suruh itu lah…  udah tu, paksa tia ku kinsil kan jln sma kmu2, cian jua tu aku ah! hahahah si-apa punya nasib? i dun wan pls!

btw, 2day… 26 dec… kilah bday! hapi bday kilah! ko kambang! adang nyaya abng mu yg nda kambang ani! haha… she’s 11 kli…. or mayb 21… haha, ytahkan we celebrate er bday tdi… nt big big, jus smal smal… maklum, anak bungsu… misti d manja kan~ :p

ytahkan ada surprise bday cake tdi… oh! hybrid cake of ais krim n oreo… nyumee~ ada cap AF lgtu, kilah was surprise… i oso surprise, my bro oso surprise, sis jimah oso surprise… haha, like… wher’ve we gone? nda tau-mnau psal yg surprise2 ani… haha *antamz*, ytahkan… on de bday cake…  "happy birthday to qilah, azmi n lina"… ytahkan mcm… bila ku bday ari ni? bday ku 3rd dec jua kli ah… spa buat kan words2 nya ani? silahau kali! haha *nda phm*. we trus celebrate mine, on 3rd, n sis lina oso, on 16th…

dis date, las year, was de tsunami day… yay! yahoo! haha astaplajim~ *ampas2 pala*… its been a yr since dat tragedy, catastrophic as it seemed… ytahkan, i watched on tv… ada dis citizen, tsunami victims, ya ngusut2 psal bende free yng ya minta alum kna bg…. ??????????????, nyway, bday kilah fall on tsunami day… cian! mine is few day after world aids day… sis jimah is on april fool day… huhu~ takde makne nyeee buat kiteee~ haha *apakan* sakit pala ku ih! nda kmu sakit pala bca blog ku ni? hahaa

ytahkan i watched tv tdi, n hav dis convstn…

kilah " abg a-mi, aku mo liat konsert peterpan! "

stinty " oh… gtah plg, napa? ko kan lanja aku ka? bah mana sja ih… "

kilah " byar kan~ blikan tiketnya~ aku mo dinner sma peterpan!"

stinty " huh? mana ku ada duit!! lau ku ada duit, ku bali tia tiketnya tu 100 kaping.. :p"

kilah " yehhh! xsen mu ah! ko kaya jua~ "

stinty " hahaha aku apa? aku kaya? "

hahahaha alhamdulilah, ahirnya… ada jua urng sadar yg aku ani kaya… hahhahaha yea ryt! ;) kaya in-my-drem~… ssungguhnya itu hnya gossip s’mata2!

im free from thinkin today… whahaha cana tu bnr oh? but its tru… i jus did… :D

im bos? mwahaha… nice nice! im bos eh? isnt dat countd as bos? de need of ur signiture? mwahahaha ytahkan… mum mus b jokin! …bos? who? me? ekekeke… yah! watevar! me no no komen… curious? i tewl u nex nex tym tah…

o-ceh… im out agen~ bye~

PS: how many "ytahkan" i write? kekeke ytah kan~ ytah kan~ ytah kan~ haha punyaluru tah bnr!

ada-ada sja

December 24th, 2005 by lidahkutegigit


H A L U - P i m P L  e !

dis is my 1st blog, i duno wat to write… so ppl, i need help here! mwahaha NOT! ceh! 1st blog tia krang… wel, i got nuting to do now, so i blog… miss me blog ih! huhu~ mwah mwah mwah~ haha *yuck*

wat iv been doin so far? hmmm… my parents know it! oh no! no no no! whaha *watkan* its not like im in trouble… my parents know im doin nuting worthfull. oh great~… "caritah keraja!" mcm atu sja yg ku dngar… n they offer2 lot kind of works… apanie! im bz kliah… sbuk sja ku ni,… kan tidur g, kan liat tv g, kan b’pikir lg, kan angan2 g, kan online g, kan chattin g, kan buat blog g, kan b’daling2 lg(HAHA)… ytah kan, bz ku bah! b’paedah kli yg ku buat atu ah… b’guna ntuk masa depan bangsa,ugama dan negara… haha *antam*

nyway, lets recap wat iv been doin for de last few days….

Weddy, 22dec…

i was slepin n my mum katuk pintu, n she said "krg pukul 2 k sna tah kamu… d pancha delima tu!". bangang jua ku tu, my mum ni tarus2, urng bangun tdor kliah…

n i was like "huh? apakan? apa ada?…. yng kita ni, nda kita kraja ka?"

hehe. my mum gimme de look. she giv de "huh?" look. nya my mum "nda ko mliat pkl brapakn ni? tngh-hari jua sudah ni!"

hahaha atu ya!nda g peduli kan waktu~ mwahaha… skli nya my mum kan…"bah, krng pkl 2 k pancha delima tah kawu sma abg mu… mum sma dad sbuah"

….huh? masih ku blur ih! so i asked my mum wat is it abt, nya my mum "nda ko bca msg mum ka?" hahahaha i wud like to say to my mum…. "ndeeeee~~~~" hahaha but i wont, ketulahan krng! nda ku mau jdi "batu" hah-hah-haa~, pnya ada our rlativ mingal… but den agen, sapa our rlativ d pancha delima oh? hmmm… penuh tnda tnya ih! if tnya mum, riuh lg ya krng…

so we arrive there at 3pm… skli kan, i dint rmember yg dat day was my drivin lesson at 4… mwahaa atu ya… mcm… nda kan 1 jam sja d sna atu? cis!… haha nya my bro, lau nada chance kan balik, kinsil sja klas ku atu… oh! easy as he say oh! tpi at last… dpt jua kmi "mlarikan" diri hehe…

btw, if hav convrstion sma pehin… peramba ani apa kan? kata ganti diri pertama? or kedua? n kaola ani apa lg tuh?…. (kaola reminds me of koalas. kiutttt~ hahaha) i think peramba is saya, kaola is kawu… ya ka? ih kunpius ku ih! lau nda pkai peramba-kaola b’dusa ka? nda ku tau adab urng brunei ani! aku bru migrate k brunei… nda ku tau spa kamu ani! haha *mintle*… dat is arh acara tu story.

den at 4, drivin lesson… ceh! apanie! my lesson tu t’clash sma other driver… wic mean we hav to use de car vice-versa. sharing is caring haha NOT!… n apanie! parking? buring ih~! aku mo jln2~ hahaha, nyway, my lesson tu 1hour ++ jua lah… i finish at 5.30… ytah kan, tym aku duduk2 n ceta2 sma cgu juyah tu, our instructor, ada sorng ni… lintas2 pkai echo… blaja lesen plg usulnya tu, tpi kan mcm knal drivernya ni, pkai tudung biru… hmmmm… she’s look familiar… udah 2-3 minit ada g lintas2, i look for kepastian… hmmmm… udah tu ada g lintas2… hmmmmm…. mcm si yus…. udah tu ada g lintas2… si yus! si yus! hahaha… kunferm si yus! hahaha…

den got hom at 6, tapuk dlm bilik, itu ini…. online, pray, surfin, dunloadin… den tdor


Thusdy, 23dec…

nuting much i do here… pg online, den ptg arh nini, d kg ayer…

b4 arh nini, i company my mum k kdai kjap… ytah kan my mum said… "tu nah sluar jeans, agatah pilih satu" erkk… i dun like it ih, i like it if she said "tu nah sluar jeans, agatah ambil apa sja yg ko suka" mwahahhaa atu bru kewl! hahaha mcm bnyak duit ih! haha tpi, de thing is bali baru pun, sluar lama jua ku pkai… hahahaha… hati ku masih tersangkut pada yg lama, chye~ haha mna ada ku jiweng, ko tu! hehe *denial* so i pick one only… nda pyah bnyak2.

den mum drop me,n i join ma brada n sistah to go to nini crib… my mum dun go, ada kraja… actualy, kmi pun mlas kan arh nini ni :p tpi mum paksa~ n ani kira mengisi masa lapang~ haha dasar…

ada big ppl kan lawat mujium nini, nda jua big bnr lah… apa jua datu, datu pun… takut jua sma bini… hahahaha time minum2, ada ya story psal ia kna kontrol… syang tia krang tu! takut bini ya ah! hahaha *mintle* nyway, back to visitin story… 1st impression ku liat datu ni kan, i sed to my self "kusut jua datu ani" hehe… awu, kusut ih! den my granpa lah handle datu tu, talkin talkin n sayin sayin… i dint realise, nya my bro, bru jln sdikit, ktawa… bru jln sdikit, ktawa… panat datu nya anih! hahaha… tpi kewl lah ya ah, sportin… i wonder if he has daughters :D

awuah, lau ckp sma datu ada adab lg kah? used peramba ryt? cana kan b’adab ni? i jus arriv here wah! haha :p

lps datu tu balik, we oso balik lah… balik aroun 6.30 catulah. den, tapuk dlm bilik as usual, n doin usual stuff.

later dat nite, aroun 10.30pm my bro bwa jln…. jln2 n mliat dunia kgelapan :p… we was like, "where everybody go?"…. mcm iklan astro, nobody is evrywher…. liat bula kli, mwahaha… d gdng sunyi, d stadium pun sunyi… i mean nda ramai lah…

time is 12++am, ahirnya we went play pool, buat pembukaan rasmi… i play wit my onw que… huhu~ i bought my que like… one year oredi, tpi blum tah pnah pkai2… hehe, ytah kan… i beat my broda, 6-2… i suppose to win 7-1, tpi nda apalah… krng malu ya, giv em chance… i plot in de main ball…. hahaha… n its got nutin todo wit de que, i let my bro used my que… sma jua crita nya~ huhu~ its abt who play de game, not how u play de game… haha *antam*

got hom at 2… den liat tv kjap den sleep at 3…

Friday, 23dec…

mum woke me up at 8. minta dgni sumtin… den at 11 we go miri… auwah m-i-r-i ! looking for guddy2 ther… we foun wat we lookin for. actualy, only y parens kan k sna… tpi oleh krana they dun rely familiar wit de road… dey brought me lah… ntuk tunjuk2 jln… haha town area i kno plg, tpi yg city-side tu.. not rely kno, jus follow wat my instinct said:p… my father owes asked "kemana ni? kiri? kanan?"… i said "kiri! kiri!", "kanan! kanan!", "straight sja~!" huhu… we no sasat2 meh! i is gud say say… haha :p

btw, laswek i go limbang wit my bro n his fiance… bliev me, i brought nuting! hehe… i hav money, but noting tu buy…

dis week, when miri wit parents… i bought magazin n snack, choco. hwahaha… things wic i can get here…

las 2 weeks we went thailand, not much i bought oso… mosly window shoppin… haha (i write mor abt thailan on nex blog)

n nex week, nya my mum kan outstation g, miri kli… waduh waduh! suka saya!

ytah kan… i got noting for u ppl!!! so dun xpect me to give u watsoever… haha jgn mare~

bah, nex nex tym g i blog… ntil den, mis me agen~ :p

k, chaw...

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how may TRIANGLEs can u see? hehe, my first answer is 26… n  its WRONG! sakit pala ku mikirkan… bah, dpersilakan… kira tia~ less than 40 triangles loh!

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another goodbye?

December 4th, 2005 by lidahkutegigit

oh shuwt!

it was so horrible yesterday, in de afternun… i was havin lunch wit sum fren, old fren, in gdng… tym duduk2 tu, ada my bro msg… ia gtau sumtin psal bill tlipon… nya dis month de bill cost $200… n… i was one who suppose to be blamed on dat… sheesh! apa ni!?, $200? y me? sigh~… wel, its not a big deal actually tpi… $200? nda caya ih! i rarely used de phone… non of my fren kno dis hous number… den, bowh~! "de account"… sigh~ "de account" ntuk acces to de net… yg b-n-e-t… sum of u might know abt it… bill tlipun d antamnya… bowh!

de rest of my day blackened… i cant think right, my mind like panic-ing de whole day… kusut n kusut n kusut…

after gt back frm jln, i went straight to my room… sakit pala yo! i try to get sum sleep, tryin to get rid of it… but i cant, those things still playin in my head… aaaargh! cana ni? $200 tu ok plg… i can pay dat, tpi… cana ku online nanti? cana? i jus start steppin to de anoder level… cana ni? sigh~… is it mean get richin or die tryin? waaa… how m i gona live without de net? mcm… mcm… mcm… sia sia sdah~ kita jalin cinta~ bila hati~ slalu berbeda~ ( tiada lagi - ver.search ) :)

i cant slep, so my parents asked me to join dem… goin to some occasion in lambak, dri start bjln smpai blik bjln… stil cant stop thinkin abt it, smpai tdur… tdi pg ok sikit, i went cek de bill… oh gawd! first number i saw dis $5xx.xx… shiz!, pnya totalnya tu… i cek for this month… $19x.xx, so cek is it got to do wit "de accoun"… bowh! it is… nya 1800xxxx sumtin2 lah! udah tu i cek de cost $142.72… erk! nya $200 tia krng!!! so i talk to mum abt it, nya biar tia… sigh~ udah bsr ni, msih g nyusahkan indung… dasar muke tak tahu malu!

*take a deep breath*…

fhiew! for past couple of month i start to online regularly, lately… holiday, so got nothings else to do… so most de time i spend online-ing… whic i prefer stay at hom n online rather than jln2… n now, bcus of dat particular reason, i hv to stop online-ing… i mean stop using dat accoun… dis mean "change", mcm u used to live in de city, suddenly u hav to live in de country-side… mcm u used to live aroun de sea, suddenly u hav to live on land… mcm u used to drive auto-transmission, suddenly u hav to drive manual-transmission *coughin*… mcm u used to be single, but suddenly u hav to be double *coughin2*… know wat i mean?, other than online apa g kan ku buat d rmh ni?? hmm… liat tv? tdur? sheesh~ online is part of my life oredi chye~ =p

wel, i do think abt sum resolution… nex time, if kan online… i’L go cb, jgn malu2 buat mcm rmh sendri haha… dat is for sure, cna tah ku kan online g? de kad2 thinging i dun like, cus i fel cheated… cheated n fooled… i dint mean u buy de internet-acces-card dat u r fool… it’s ur money, u fooled urself it doesnt matter to me chye~ haha *jahat* dats y e-speed exist (nda ja? jaaa~)… we do wan to register e-speed… de thing is sapa sponcer? like, im de one who used de net 24-7, tpi de one who pay is my bro/sis, my bro/sis only used it seldom… ryt? gt de point?… udah tu, PC g, abt authority… catulah, registerin e-speed… we hav to do alot of consideration… ada phm? :)

regarding abt wat i say u up there… probbli jrang tah ku online g ni… catulah!mungkin! brangkali! maybe!… insyallah lau ada jodoh hehe *awut*

las post? las blog? may b~ i still owe ppl to post sum blog… so i’l be missin u guys to read my blog ni… sigh~ lau ada masa… dtg2 tah k blog ku ani… bca my past2 blog, hafalkan ka… kekeke…

…. bbye~, jgn nangis2…. i’l bloggin wen der is chance… =D

yesterday was my december

December 4th, 2005 by lidahkutegigit

thanx for u ppl who greet me, i fel obliged…. n also not to b forgotten, thanx for those who not greetin me… "bah bila lanja?", i mean kmu yg tau aku bday 3dec… bila lanja aku? hahaha… apa bila lanja-bila lanja? lanja mkn angin nda mo… nah! nyasal! haha jk :D

hm…. 3 dec… wat so special abt it? my bday? oh yea~ my mind-set is set to be like this… y do we hav to celerate bday? nex yr ada jua… ya-men? so i dun hope rely much… mcm ada urng atu… lau umurnya 500 thun, he/she want 500 hadiah… haha watever makes u happy dude! i dun rely hop to celebrate my bday, i dun rely hop u to gimme present *coughin*, i dun rely hop u to greet me *coughin*, i dun rely hop u to write me testi, i dun rely hop u to sing me bday song, i dun rely hop to hav bday cake, i dun rely hop for sumtin bday boi shud rely hop…wat? u think i lose hop? hmm… kind of~, gpun bsar udah wah… u kno wen my bday is, is mor than enuf!, sumtim it comes to mind, one day… will i forget my bday? will i forget how old i m? lalalala~ may b dats y u guys r ther to greet me, u greet me to remind me… hehe :p

3 dec was yesterday, owh~ no bday cake… nop, ther isnt… celebrate? kira celebrate lah jua yesterday tu… celebrate sma old fren… celebrate sikit2, hmm… my family dun celebrate bday… wel, celebrate plg… tpi nda celebrate… haha apakan tu?, btw, i dun like surprise party… cus… i jus dun like, im not against it, mcm nyusah kan urng i fel… "tak MV tak world" "world2 jugak… ahirat jgn lupe~" haha *awut*…

it called! it called! haha "it" is wat u may ask? it is ia…, haha ia is she… hye amal, shud i meantion ur name here? :P… thanx for de call mal (amal voices cute ih… lovely~), lupa suruh ya nyanyi… sish! sish! sish! *antak2* haha… btw, im 19… aaa… 19 kli? kjap cek IC dlu, yesh~ im 19… haha, tuday is my 19 years n 1 day… shud i celebrate it? tumoro is 19 years n 2 days… shud i celebrate it also? hmmm…. penyaluru ih! hehe :)

6910 days n 10++ hours oredi since i was born, 3 dec 1986… at noon… it doesnt matter my bday or wat, i jus thankful to god who allowed me to live ntil today…

omg! my sister…. ia tu…. yehh! tu ia ah…. testi nya ah…. *geling2* susah pyah ku "mnyecretkan" identity ku…. sigh~ snang2 ia revel rh urng…. hehe, jual mahal? itu lah… ini lah… mna saja tah ko ih! anyway thanx for de testi sis…. if u read my blog….. "makan tah bnyak2!!!! isi parut mu yg menderita klaparan atu!!!" haha…

ok… once agen, arigato gozaimaste~ hait! kap-kun-kapppp….